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Winter 2015

Parenthood

mom playing with baby - silohuette in sunny weather

Having a baby changed my life. I remember the day he was born; I was surprised it was a boy weighing 4 kg with a full head of hair. When I saw him, I forgot all the pain I was in. On the other hand, I was very stressed and worried because my family was not there to help me. I was alone and all night awake because my child was sleepless and restless. I always wondered how I should take care of him or am I doing the right thing. Sometimes, I got tired, but I told myself you are a mother now, so you have to be patient and brave. Sometimes, I wondered what should I do if he gets sick? I was scared. Later, I realized that I had to get help from others, and I had to use their guidance so that I was not as worried as before.

Anyway, time has passed and many of my problems, fears and stresses have decreased and now I am about to celebrate my son's one-year birthday and enjoy with him and thank God for having my child.